so yeah.
okay seriously im bipolar. right now im in such a good mood like im so happy. im really high though so that might be it. but its weird cause i was reading my journal and in the all my entries, im always in a bad mood. but now im in a good mood so its changing that. but anyways about the bipolar like seriously idk ive been in such a good mood. its so weird to read my last entrie cause i cant imagine feeling like that right now. anyways, so i met this guy tyler. hes pretty cool...=] and of course hot. he reminds me of one of those pacsun models lol. i guess hes kind of charming. i met him at that party i got grounded for. i seriously think that im getting over joe. its awesome i guess maybe thats why im so happy now. either that or cause im pretty damn high still. but i guess michelle talked to curtis and he said natalie told him that i like joe and when he was talking to michelle he said that he thinks that joe likes me because he talks about me a lot and is always at my house when he calls him and shit. curtis is like joes best friend so you'd think that he would be able to tell. ughh boys suck like really bad. >.<
anywaysss so details on the party i went to: so this whole thing started when i was doing bell ringing at bp for extra credit in mr. ladds class and when it was over and amandas mom dropped me off at my apt. well i forgot my key and couldnt get in so i was like well i saw michelle and natalie when i was at bp so i was like ill go over there and when i was walking there i see them walking back to her house also. so like we chilled at her house for a while then we came back to my place to get ciggs cause natalie didnt have any and we stayed at my house for a while then we went to bp to get a slushie or something idk i dont remeber. then we stopped and got danille from work and came back to my place and just hung out for a while. then gwen came over and we chilled at my house until like 11:30 which is when chester picked us up. we met up with dennis tyler curtis and ryan at kroger and then we went to laurals house and tried to get alcohol but we couldnt get any so we left and went back to kroger to and ended up getting someone to buy us some. we got a 30 pack and a box of wine. like idk there was a lot of us drinking but i got reeally wasted. so idk all went into this small ass room and started drinking. i think we actually picked the smallest room in the house for all them damn people to drink lol. so anyways i did a bunch of wine stands and i drank like 4 or 5 beers and idk it was fun. me and tyler were like flirting so bad the whole time idk. i didnt do anything with him cause how slutty would that be if like right when i first met him after like 4 hours of knowing him start making out? yeah no..i wasnt THATT drunk. ..maybe if i knew him a little better..idk lol jk. anyways i was all over him like yeah and he was the same way. kind of flattering i guess but he was drunk so idk. dennis and ryan left sometime during then and were gonna go back to dennis house prolly cause they didnt wanna have to give us all rides into town. anyways so dennis was driving all wasted and crashed into a ditch. what a fuckin dumbass like it was one of those T roads where the road ends and youve gotta turn..you cant keep going straight. well this happened to be one with a ditch on the other side of it. so hes driving along and he floors it like by the stop sigh and crashes into the ditch going like 50 miles per hour or something. so yeah idk the party was sweet as hell but im loosing my short term memory so i cant really remeber anything else. oh yeah i remember dennis spitting on me so i spit on him i was so pissed. yeah thats pretty much it for now im bored of updating. peace nukka.
anywaysss so details on the party i went to: so this whole thing started when i was doing bell ringing at bp for extra credit in mr. ladds class and when it was over and amandas mom dropped me off at my apt. well i forgot my key and couldnt get in so i was like well i saw michelle and natalie when i was at bp so i was like ill go over there and when i was walking there i see them walking back to her house also. so like we chilled at her house for a while then we came back to my place to get ciggs cause natalie didnt have any and we stayed at my house for a while then we went to bp to get a slushie or something idk i dont remeber. then we stopped and got danille from work and came back to my place and just hung out for a while. then gwen came over and we chilled at my house until like 11:30 which is when chester picked us up. we met up with dennis tyler curtis and ryan at kroger and then we went to laurals house and tried to get alcohol but we couldnt get any so we left and went back to kroger to and ended up getting someone to buy us some. we got a 30 pack and a box of wine. like idk there was a lot of us drinking but i got reeally wasted. so idk all went into this small ass room and started drinking. i think we actually picked the smallest room in the house for all them damn people to drink lol. so anyways i did a bunch of wine stands and i drank like 4 or 5 beers and idk it was fun. me and tyler were like flirting so bad the whole time idk. i didnt do anything with him cause how slutty would that be if like right when i first met him after like 4 hours of knowing him start making out? yeah no..i wasnt THATT drunk. ..maybe if i knew him a little better..idk lol jk. anyways i was all over him like yeah and he was the same way. kind of flattering i guess but he was drunk so idk. dennis and ryan left sometime during then and were gonna go back to dennis house prolly cause they didnt wanna have to give us all rides into town. anyways so dennis was driving all wasted and crashed into a ditch. what a fuckin dumbass like it was one of those T roads where the road ends and youve gotta turn..you cant keep going straight. well this happened to be one with a ditch on the other side of it. so hes driving along and he floors it like by the stop sigh and crashes into the ditch going like 50 miles per hour or something. so yeah idk the party was sweet as hell but im loosing my short term memory so i cant really remeber anything else. oh yeah i remember dennis spitting on me so i spit on him i was so pissed. yeah thats pretty much it for now im bored of updating. peace nukka.