i.hate.life. =[

Oct 24, 2006 05:48

well..I'm moving back to richmond. I don't want to. AT ALL. i'm dreading this more than I was dreading switching schools. when I called to see what time my mom was gonna pick me up on saturday from richmond, Diane told me we were moving..I acted excited because amanda was there and I didn't want her to know I didnt wanna come back and after i got off the phone with them i started crying and shes like arn't you happy..so i had to tell her i was crying because i was so happy to be moving back. then my mom was happy i was excited to be moving back...she didn't get it that the moment amanda got out of the car i started screaming at her. I would have sat back and thought, hmmm amanda goes to richmond and she wants dana to come back, when i told dana amanda was with her, now amanda isnt with her and shes freaking out. MAYBE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING MOVE!!!!!! I'd really rather live with my grandparents. In fact, these last two days that ive been away from my mom and sister and it was just me and them have been awesome, i love it. i really do.

but how unfair is this, she makes me leave my house out of the blue, we move in with my grandparents, live there the whole summer then i have to switch schools because i still live here which sucked at first then i get adjusted, make a bunch of great freinds and again out of the motherfucking blue i have to move back which i dont want to do, i was planning on talking to my mom about it and omg i regeret not doing it sooner because seriosuly this sucks. she ripped me away from my friends the first time and now she's doing it again and she's like well you'll go see them, i'll let you visit but ITS NOT THE SAME i dont get how she doesnt get this. and this is all because my fucking grandparents are smoking. i wish people would think. why don't they think?

right now i wish that fucking oxygen tank would explode and kill me.
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