My car was totaled on Friday the 13 by an off duty police officer driving drunk. 2 days later my girlfriend broke up with my over text message. Yes we're 24...and she's even a social worker. I don't want to lose her from my life, I can't let go of her, I was texting her about care of my fish, and she said she couldn't talk she was out with someone ( Read more... )

My girlfriend and I broke up on Tuesday. I never knew I could hurt like this. I never knew I could share a connection with someone the way we shared a connection. I hate what everyone tells me cause it's all different. I know right now shes confused and stressed and depressed and anxious, all I wish is that I could help her. I've never cared for ( Read more... )

I'm tired of traveling, I just want to be home in my girlfriends arms again pronto.

So the first half of 2012 started off just like any other year, overweight, gaining, depression, OCD, but April changed my life ( Read more... )

I now understand why my trainer lives by the rule "thou shalt not shit where thou eats". Ok, so she didn't say it like that, she said "I don't shit where I eat." And now I can understand it. Probably not the same reason, but still. Ugh I'm so stressed out right now. I hate feeling like the bad guy, and I hate feeling like my emotions are wrong, and ( Read more... )

I passed my personal training exam. I can now just, grab clients, annnnd train them. Haha. Crazy. Degree in music annnnd I can train people, because I passed a test haha.

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My brain is getting the best of me again, summer can be a dangerous place after college with few friends and no job. Exercise and nutrition was helping me (and I also have been reading articles/stories about how eating paleo has greatly helped people with anxiety and depression), but I guess my medicine was helping me more than I thought. Or ( Read more... )

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all

Fortune cookie from the other night: It is not your character to give up.

Thank you fortune cookie.