Feb 18, 2006 18:01
I talked to my little sister on the phone today. Joellie's the crazy mad genius that's taking college credit courses right now as a junior and I think she's been taking AP stuff since freshmen year. Anyway, she told me about how mom is once again being crazy because Joellie has a girlfriend and mom knows but she can't quite hear us all the way back in the fifties. Joellie takes everything in stride though, she just says 'eh, mom is mom, and i got a girlfriend, so what.' I really admire her and i'm really proud of her for making the most out of life there in texas. i honestly wish i could be as strong as she is right now.
i had to move my recital date because the old buildng coordinator fucked up and didn't list another event on the same night. now i have less time to prepare...and i have no idea how its going to work.
i learned London Girls on piano, really really easy...
i miss kyle, and right now, we cant be with each other, so its really shitty. shit. ty.
so all this will go on for three more months, and by then i'll either have graduated or given up on school and gotten accepted to Western or have decided to drive around the country solving mysteries in a van...then we'll know what to do, kyle and i.
sleep sleep.
jodie wears her hat although it hasn't rained for six days
she says ' a girl needs a gun these days on account of the rattlesnakes.'
she looks like a movie saint
on the water front
she read Simone DeBova
In her American circumstance
she isn't sure if her heart has gone to stay in San Jose
and her never born child haunts her now and she speeds down the freeway
as she tries her luck with the traffic police out of boredom more than spite
she never finds no trouble, she tries too hard, she's oblivious despite herself
she looks like a movie saint
on the water front
she says all she needs in therapy
"All you need is love, is all you need"
Jodie never sleeps cuz there are always needles in the hay
she says a girl needs a gun these days on account of the rattlesnakes.
she looks like a movie saint
on the water front
she read Simone DeBova
in her American circumstance
her heart's like crazy baby
upside and back to front
she says It's so hard to love when love was your great disappointment.
i really wish i had a rhodes organ, that would be pretty slick. i should do that for my audition at WMU, play the two keyboards at once. that was pretty hot.
things tend to work out, i've learned that in the last year or so. its just the waiting period before things work out, ya know :).