i had opinions, that did matter
Ooh, so so freakin tired.
I've been practicing alot, hoping to improve on the songs i've already got. I may have to end up cutting one of them and replacing it with two others, and hoping i will have time enough for an entire recital. we'lll see, it'll work out.
got our tests back in deviance, i got an 85, not tooo shabby. going to get math help from timmy tomorrow night, since I'm completely lost in this theoretical geometry stuff and i have neither the will nor the ambition to care and learn.
too much to do, not enough strength to do it all in, and too many stressors killing me right now.
some lyrics running around in my head currently:
some tori - if those harbor lights had just been 1/2 mile inland, who knows what i would have done
and some white stripes - i had opinions that didn't matter, i had a brain that felt like pancake batter
opposite ends of the spectrum, but still there in my head.
sometimes, you just get tired, really really tired.
of the same things.
running on and on.
as if i didn't say 'stop running!'
and sometimes
you just want to go
and run yourself
to something warm
like arms
or piano
or the sun
so long as you can say
'i run too,
so these things can't leave me behind.'
then you're ahead
and you can finally breathe
and just breathe
I've been practicing alot, hoping to improve on the songs i've already got. I may have to end up cutting one of them and replacing it with two others, and hoping i will have time enough for an entire recital. we'lll see, it'll work out.
got our tests back in deviance, i got an 85, not tooo shabby. going to get math help from timmy tomorrow night, since I'm completely lost in this theoretical geometry stuff and i have neither the will nor the ambition to care and learn.
too much to do, not enough strength to do it all in, and too many stressors killing me right now.
some lyrics running around in my head currently:
some tori - if those harbor lights had just been 1/2 mile inland, who knows what i would have done
and some white stripes - i had opinions that didn't matter, i had a brain that felt like pancake batter
opposite ends of the spectrum, but still there in my head.
sometimes, you just get tired, really really tired.
of the same things.
running on and on.
as if i didn't say 'stop running!'
and sometimes
you just want to go
and run yourself
to something warm
like arms
or piano
or the sun
so long as you can say
'i run too,
so these things can't leave me behind.'
then you're ahead
and you can finally breathe
and just breathe