i love him. <33

so yesterday was quite interesting. i got home and went to go see keith, and it was good. its always good when were together. its when we're not that everything starts to fall apart. and of course, i had to come home last night, and what happens? he freaks out. as usual. except this time, im not going to be the bitch in the relationship. i swear, ( Read more... )

kisses kiss her on the lips ( Read more... )

the time is on the clock. smash it against the wall, tell time to hold still. i cant be without him. time always takes me away from him.. i hate sunday nights, and the long car ride back to my cell. i hate falling asleep with him every weekend night, and on mondays waking up in my rediculous little room with yellow blankets over the windows and ( Read more... )

time will tell just how seriously i really need to take this. last night on the phone threw me off, so im guessing it wont be long before it breaks apart, and falls away like every other time. but this time, i really do care. and fuck... just fuck it. emotions really ought to become obsolete in this little tiny heart shaped box i call my own soon ( Read more... )

NOVEMBER 12
TWO-THOUSAND AND FIVE.

.i. .love. .you.
.alot.

<33
michelle&&keith
<33i very much so love how my horoscope today was most deffinately correct. i just took a very big risk. and i love it. i love him.... and i am so happy. i am so very completely fucking just... ahhh... idk. i almost sort-of feel infinite. serpassingly infinite. o.m.g ( Read more... )

my horoscope told me i was going to take a risk that would benefit me today. said that whatever chance ive been feeling like taking, to just take. itll come out just fine in the end. so i guess im facing the day blind today, becos life is really all about taking chances and risking everything for, well... everything. lets see how my night ends up ( Read more... )

yesterday... sucked. plainly put, it was the most rediculous night of my life. but then staci came over, and jon, and keith, and matt, and erika. and then they all left and keith stayed up with me until about 3:30 when i finally decided i needed some good old fashioned sleep. but after he left, i just layed around unable to sleep, until about 5: ( Read more... )

im terribly depressed? wtf.