Jan 16, 2005 02:02
Went to Denver to ring in the New Year with some great friends, got stuck in Phoenix on the way back, worked a lot, slept a lot less, got severely stressed over a multitude of things, flew to Nashville to visit my grandmother who has been in and out of the hospital for the last month, and that's where I am at the moment.
Sorry I haven't been social as of late. For one, I just haven't had the time. For another, I just haven't felt much of an urge for human contact lately. I'm currently sitting in my grandmother's house all alone and feeling pretty damn emotional. Unopened Christmas presents sit in a closet, no sounds of life, no pitcher of iced tea in the kitchen, no smiles and hugs, nothing but memories. It wasn't but a few months ago that I was here going through my grandfather's things after he died. I'm not ready for this again. Please let me have more time with her.