Tag you're it.
Don't ever get caught doing all of the chasing,
because if you're always chasing after someone,
then who is ever chasing after you?
I'm a completely scary mess when it comes to the affairs of my heart, and I never know what I want until I have it. I know I need to just figure this whole thing out, because I have done nothing but complicate things for myself. I've created a scenario that given the time will blow up in my face. I just need the nerve to finally say what I want to say. I have no business throwing around terms like crush, but there is something there. If only I could face my fears, and stop silently blaming a boy for the fact that i won't actually say how I feel or what I want. Good thing I'm the Queen of high hopes. This will all work itself out, somehow. Hopefully in a way that does not involve me speaking. I know that's just wishful thinking.
I know I'm a mess, but I like to think of myself more as a lovable mess.
At least that way it goes from being obnoxious and annoying, to cute, quirky, and charming.
To be honest though, I think I'm right anyway.
Even being annoying is part of my charm.
because if you're always chasing after someone,
then who is ever chasing after you?
I'm a completely scary mess when it comes to the affairs of my heart, and I never know what I want until I have it. I know I need to just figure this whole thing out, because I have done nothing but complicate things for myself. I've created a scenario that given the time will blow up in my face. I just need the nerve to finally say what I want to say. I have no business throwing around terms like crush, but there is something there. If only I could face my fears, and stop silently blaming a boy for the fact that i won't actually say how I feel or what I want. Good thing I'm the Queen of high hopes. This will all work itself out, somehow. Hopefully in a way that does not involve me speaking. I know that's just wishful thinking.
I know I'm a mess, but I like to think of myself more as a lovable mess.
At least that way it goes from being obnoxious and annoying, to cute, quirky, and charming.
To be honest though, I think I'm right anyway.
Even being annoying is part of my charm.