caroline 101

[_paintedgold]

I get distracted more easily than any normal person really should.

I contradict myself 90% of the time.

I never know what I want until I have it, or until I have had every other possible option, and absolutely hated all of them.

I laugh a lot, and loudly, and much like a 4 year old.

I am most likely an annoying person.

I can be extremely random.

I am a total space cadet, but I am also extremely smart.

I love to write, but never expect to really read anything I've penned.

I read more than anyone would ever believe I do.

I pretend to not care when I really do, and I play it too cool for my own good.

I would be lost without the fabulous friends that I have made.

I believe that if you have love in your life, then you don't really need anything else--all the other things that life gives you are just perks.

I don't know if I could live a happy life without music and fashion.

I would never cheat on a someone, or intentionally break a person's heart.

I forgive way too easily.

I'm a completely over caffeinated little person; I am forever with Starbucks or a Redbull.

I really want to publish a book within the next 5 years.

I spend most of my time single, but I'm actually more of a relationship person.

I normally never say how I feel, what I want, or what I am thinking.

I have major trust and abandonment issues.

I get confused pretty easily.

I have an unnatural love for green tea ice cream.

I'm interested in the most varied range of things.

I'm a lover, not a fighter.

I don't deal with drama; you'll more likely see me walk away from a conflict rather than cause a scene.

I give amazing advice, but I have the most difficult time adhering to my own wise words at times.

I can be a total 5 year old sometimes.

I'm incredibly silly, and I love it.

I'm a hopeless romantic, and I think the tiniest sweet gestures are incredibly amazing.

I'm very easy to get along with.

I'm extremely outgoing, but I can be very shy even when I'm not acting it.

I do  the best imitation of myself.

I quote song lyrics a lot.

I love to cuddle, kiss, and hug.

I don't think I could ever bring myself to really sing karaokee.

I dance around in my undies all the time.

I sing obnoxiously loud in the car for no reason what-so-ever.

I'm very good at editing papers, and resumes, and I don't know how or why.

I have the most amazing ability to catch myself when I stumble and fall, even when I'm not sure how to.

I care more about my friends than they could possibly ever know.

I love to cook, especially if I have a boy to cook for.

I'm one of the most loyal people you could ever meet.

I'm probably one of the most incredible people you'll ever meet, actually, and I'm not as conceited as that sounds.

I want to make an impact on the world, and not out of selfishness, but because I just want to die knowing I've changed a life for the better.

I over think, and over analyze everything and anything possible.

I'm a total people watcher.

I like to play with children's toys, especially legos.

I make a ton of to-do lists all the time, and I actually normally finish them.

I can honestly say that I don't really regret anything, because if I didn't experience the mistakes, I probably wouldn't be who I am, have the good memories I've got, or have learned the lessons I have learned.

I find no reason to lie, if you can find a graceful way of always telling the truth.

I'm a girly girl for the most part, but that doesn't mean that I'm a total priss who can't have fun or get crazy either.

I'd rather have a guy who will tell me how he feels, even if it isn't always good, rather than have a guy who lies or just leaves me wondering all the time.

I need someone who will push and prod me to get me to open up, and actually say what's on my mind, regardless of it making me uneasy.

I get uncomfortable when talking about my feelings, which is why I'm normally the last to actually bring up things that need to be discussed.

I get my hopes up high very easily, and it leads me to disappointment a lot of the time; I think that's okay though.

I'm actually a glass-half-full type of person, even though I sometimes sound extremely jaded and cynical.

I can be extremely wide-eyed and naive, but I sometimes miss when that was a good thing.

I miss being young and small and care-free with no worries or responsibility.

I do resent the people who have made me scared to trust, scared to love, and scared to fall because it really hinders my ability to innitiate relationships.

I have an irrational fear of kiwis, wild turkeys, spiders, clowns, needles, planes, the dark, and the vulnerability of giving another person my heart.

I really hate tomatos, onions and peppers.

I actually don't really eat most meat, if any besides seafood.

I smile all the time.

I love b-rated movies, in almost a very pathetic way.

I'm not a very subtle person 99% of the time.

I love to learn new things.

I want to move to San Diego or New York  City, because large cities and the beach are my favorite places.

I drive to the beach just to put my feet in the sand and water when I'm completely over-whelmed and upset.

I love to go to sporting events and concerts more than anything.

I own more clothing than any girl should be allowed to, but I don't care.

I have a ridiculous love for Coach, Chanel, Dior, and Versace; again I don't care.

I like to blur the lines, and step outside of bounds every now and again.

I really think everything happens for a reason, even if the reason doesn't always present itself right away.

I also think there is a right person for everyone, but I think there can be more than one person who will fit perfectly.

I care more than I should at times about what people think, even people who shouldn't matter.

I'm very confident, but I still have my insecurities too.

I'm a total scary mess of a girl at times.

I'm a mess in general, actually.

I'm a tiny little thing, seriously.

I like to get all dressed up for no reason at all.

I normally always dress nicely, even if I'm dressed casually.

I won't say anything if I have nothing nice to say to you or about you, but if I'm asked I won't lie.

I have no reason to be jealous of anyone, and I can honestly I'm not jealous of anyone.

I like to pamper myself by getting frivilous things done.

I love to make people laugh, even if I have to act like a crazy person to do so.

I sometimes wish I could be a better version of myself.

I am ever-evolving, and I know that one day I will be that better version of me.

I have a really hard time cutting people out of my life, and as a result I tend to hold on to toxic relationships that end up damaging me in the long run.

I wish I could meet myself 10 years from now, just to see how this will all turn out.

I sometimes have too much time on my hands, even when I really don't have the time I seem to constantly be wasting.

I shop too much because retail therapy is the best thing for me when I'm unhappy.

I don't like roses at all, but I love tulips, gerber daisies, and sun flowers.

I would rather get a mixed cd full of my favorite songs, and a heart-felt letter from a boy, than a gautty piece of jewelry that requires no effort.

I want it all, and I think there is nothing wrong with that.

I think anyone who read this should have their head examined, because it's just a list that's about a mile long of uninteresting facts about me.

I sometimes drive myself crazy with all the thoughts that are always flying through my mind.

I love to go on long drives to random places, and I don't care if there is a reason or not.

I am involved in a love affair with the city of Paris.

I think I may have been born in the wrong decade.

I don't believe in UFOs, or aliens, but rather I think it's the government's way of spying on us...Hi Big Brother.

I take more photos than the paparrazzi.

I love to be in my bedroom.

I want something real with a guy who cares.

I can't roll my R's, and it actually bothers me.

I'm really not very interesting in my own opinion.

I'm generally a very quirky girl, but I guess it's all part of my charm.

I can be inspiring.

I'm extremely bendy.

I'd like to think I live a semi-charmed life.

I'm extremely perky, happy, and bubbly most of the time.

I'm very sarcastic.

I like to be challenged.

I have an opinion on just abut everything; you don't have to agree, but don't make me feel guilty for my opinions either.

I'm flawed; I'll never be perfect, and I'm okay with that.

I am who I am, and I make no apologies for it.

Alright, so basically I am tired of listing random facts about myself...so I'm just going to end this mile long list of non-sense that wont ever really get read anyway.  I just felt the need to share a bit of myself, because I think I probably don't do enough of that on a daily basis.  Now, maybe, I won't seem as confusing...I doubt it though.