All Aboard!
Well i have to say i realized what the best thing for me to to is. Im going to join the Navy (maybe). Now one might say why the Navy Andrew? thats ubsurd!! Well i think it is ubsurd to, but ive given it some thought and i will hopefully be able to travel all sorts of places (which traveling is one thing i must do before i settle down) and meet people outside of Arizona. I also currently have no emotional attachments except for my mom. I love her to death, and i have to admit i have some pretty amazing friends, but i feel like thats all things i can come back to and be treated the same. The last and most important reason would be that i haven't really accomplished one great thing, im not better then anyone at anything, i never have been im just mediocre. I also don't work hard for anything. I hope that if i join the Navy i will be pounded to the ground if i dont work hard which will teach me to work hard and accomplish what i want to. This isn't a for sure thing, just something i thought of tonight, i will have to speak with a recruiter and find out more about the benefits to joining and think a whole lot more if thats what i want.