Jan 15, 2006 01:54
I feel like posting journal entries is going to help me out with alot of problems I am facing, I feel like there really isn't anyone to talk to about them and it is troubling me. I was at one time one the funnest and coolest kid ever. Ive now dwindled down to a lonely, voidless whatever you want to call it. Basically I'm boring. I think its now because i focus too hard on finding some girl to fuck. Whatever i can live my life without having sex or trying to find some girl, I mean i did before and i was one Happy MOFO. So from now on im going to focus on the fun parts in life. Ever since last night when me and my mom were talking about how all these ancient civilizations have predicted life will end in 2012, it has got my mind going crazy, and it is time to have fun and do what (I) enjoy. I also feel like i don't have anybody close to me, and there is nobody there for me. Someone will always be there you just have too look around.
Oh by the way Andrew is done being psychotic, stalkerish, or whatever else I have been called the last few days.