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he said your my best friend
she said always and forever
at 5 she vowed to love him forever
he said see you later
she said goodbye
at 9 she wondered if she would see him again
he wondered if she ever thought about him like he thinks about her
she knows hes moved on with his life
at 13 she makes the choice to try and forget him
he sees her in teh coffee shop, but hes too shy to say hello
she sees him walking outside the window, she thinks he wont remeber her so she just keeps twiddling her thumbs hoping hell stop
at 17 she wishes they never grew apart
he opens up the newspaper to see she killed herself, and wishes he told her he loved her
she lies in an open casket after she stopped lying to herself that he cared
at 21 she`s dead and he has only memories of her
he takes the razor to his wrist to try and figure out why she did it
she watches him with fallen angels tears
one week later they meet again and stay forever
i wish i wish i wish ryan and i never grew apart, seriously that is so me, thats why i wrote it, but i rele dont know if he thinks about me he prob. doesnt.... i miss him he was like me he made up the best years i have ever lived and hes just gone and with him gone like i left too, i noticed that after ryan "left" i started being more alone, thats sad i just figured out i was like starting to get depressed in like 6th grade... god damn emotions they suck.... saddly when you attempt suicide you phsyicly live but your soul dies so im still dead soul wise ne ways
"...These silly little wounds will never mend I feel so far from where I've been So I go, and I will not be back here again I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses I lie, put my injuries all in the dust In my heart is the five of us" jeanie annie kirsten ryan and hannah