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iunno why but i get rele rele depressed after i want to hook-up with someone.... and once again my hopes were unsucsessful..... damn, im kinda like all sad and stuff its weird "take this razor and sign your name aross my wrists so everyone can know who left me like this".... just figured i would share that with you.... i know why i dont have a boyfriend and why i never ever will cause im a freak... yep i said it, and im an attention whore, i hate it though, cause i hate when people dont like me, brandys right, im gonna be rich and alone when i grow up, all i do is push people away... it sucks cause its like ... damn i hate being like alone and like i know im not "alone" but like i have awhole bunch of people that "care" but were are they when you need them like or if you need them in a way that they cant give you. and people like me, but it sucks cause i dont like them the way they like me and, the people i like are too far away, and im just so like un-likeable, seriously im suprised i ever hooked up with you know who.... gawd im so annoying its like little kids cute to look at, but when they open their mouths then it gets annoying.... gosh i wish like i had a fucking b.f and people are lik im single, but i just like those people as friends...... im such a FREAK.... a CUTTING LOWLIFE PEICE OF SCUM FREAK THAT NO ONE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO LOVE, im pretty to look at but not enough to love....
i hate pity laughs or just pity in general... it kills
btw i got a new layout... but its depressing not fun like my other one but it changes with my mood
i hate pity laughs or just pity in general... it kills
btw i got a new layout... but its depressing not fun like my other one but it changes with my mood