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[_katecaleal_]

I dont know if I will be able to get through the rest of this year without being high the entire time. It's not that I am addicted to anything at all, I just find it so much more interesting or maybe it's just that time goes by faster. I like waking up and wanting to do something, and right now, I wake up and want to get stoned... I really want

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Fear

[o_emokid_o]

Kate, you know, as a person I can see you have so much good intent. Not only for yourself and others, but for the world. Your idealisim has pushed me so far into trying to make a difference myself, and to see you suddenly give up because of the very reason you told others not to lose faith

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[_katecaleal_]

This is a reply to everyone who ever so passionately responded. Thank you for your concern, yet I think that you missed my point. As of right now, I don't wake up and get stoned and I have not for quite a while, as a matter of fact I havent even smoked in about five days. I am not addicted, but my point was that I want to be because it would give something to do...all of the time. I dont necassarily believe that I will, but ranting about something can be quite liberating. I understand what you mean about being enlightened when not on drugs and I completely agree. I am not looking to be enlightened through drugs. Secondly, as much as you have been told by the ridiculous "say no to drugs" campaign, I think that instead of feeding into the machine, you should do som research on your own, both medical and literary. Pot is not a drug...the "long term effects" do not exist other than the possibility of cancer, which one can get from drinking an enormous amount of diet coke. So thank you for your concern, but I do not need help, and this is

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[michigansenator]

"I am not addicted, but my point was that I want to be because it would give something to do...all of the time."

You want to be Joey? Do whatever you want, but one day you better stop.

It seems liberating to the smoker, but pathetic to the on-looker. Trust me, I know.

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[o_emokid_o]

Kate... you know going with the main stream isn't always bad. You don't have to smoke pot just to be different. I'm just confused as to why you still do get stoned. Why? It's a question not to be taken lightly

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[_katecaleal_]

Wow, you guys are too much...I dont think I will post any more comments. You completely misunderstand me and have no real idea of who I am, thank you for trying. I am used to another crowd and I realize now that it suits me better... you read waaayyy to far into this, its funny too because sometimes I like to fictionalize my livejournal to make it more interesting...its the creative writer with in, so please, take everything in and realize that it might not be all true.

Re: Fear

[tokyoroseraa]

I don't get it or you, but I don't really care either.
Whatever works.
Peace