i'm tired of all the things i am. i'm tired of all the rumors and the lies. i just want for once to change to really mean it when i say it. and i know i do. i know i want to. i honestly don't know whats keeping me this way. but ive gotta stop. i'm losing everyone. everything. this is crazy. i want him back he's my everything. everything. i love him

all it ever does anymore is rains.
oh well.
two more days and i'll be a senior.
it's killin me though.

wow, i think the sun is acctually coming out.

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everything is sorta getting back together. thank goodness. me and megan and christina are good now. i'll fill that in later. not feeling like typing alot. umm, i sorta like this one boy. i'm gonna take his pic. he's super kool and it's cute cuz he already got me a surprise. and he has a very cute voice. umm, i got my prom dress, i'll post pics ( Read more... )

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here's all those pics.
wait for them to fucking load. okay.
( tell me that you're alright, yeah everything is alright )

this is bullshit. you hear me bullshit. why the fuck was i to be the mean one. i'm being honest. quit with this third grade bullshit and quit calling me fucking names. i swear, i don't hate you. but i'm on the verge. omg. you have no clue how much i have ever stuck up for you. how many times people have called you fucking names. get over you and ( Read more... )

what a fucking day.
i'm done now.

somehow though, it's all that i need.

gahh. so gay.i have yet to clean out my bookbag and do my meditate journal for pshych and soc. but momma isn't here so she's not gonna yell. lol. we have one more day till spring break. gahh. i'm so stoked. i get my license, my prom dress and a new camera all in one week. danggg. i love it. so. i'm done with megan and christina. if they think they ( Read more... )

it's sunday.
booo.

but i get my license in one day. yeap, sure do. but my dad doesn't have my car done, so i have to drive my moms car till it is. no problem though. i like her car. i just can't go out alot and stuff, cuz it's HER car. pshhh.

i hung out wiff mah babygirrl again friday. oh yes. we always have fun.

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