yyyyyyyyyyahhhh!
today started out great and then just got suckier and suckier
my hunny called me at about 8 and told me to wake my ass up...because he was on his way to see me. it was soooo sooo amazing to see him early this morning. i missed him so much, and it felt great to hug and kiss him and be around him. after that...i went to the gym for a little, showered and went to talk to detective dick. he was an asshole..but i answered his questions and then left. i went home did a little work...fell asleep, and then headed off to see the dr.
i am now officially bi polar, even though i've known that for a while now.
i dont sleep, i have the weirdest mood swings, i cry for no reason, im depressed. so to fix all of that he gave me lots of meds. get me all drugged up, to surpress anything bad that i may feel. but at the same time, drugs or should i say medicine is not the way to fix things, but its my last resort.
im on lithium, ritalin, andddd wellbutrin. shit, what a combination ay? but my parents have had me drugged up for most of my life. so its nothing new. im immune to their ways now.
so that was today. byeee.
<3 me
p.s
i am so so so so tired. im so tired. i've never been this tired. i've been off any kind of meds for a few days now, and i dont know if thats whats making me tired or what. but i can never sleep.