cherry on the top.
Is tonight just a fuck with emily night? Why did 3 people call me tonite to do coke? honestly. its everywhere. and im breaking down right right now. i heard u do lines...wanna meet up? cmmonn. FUCK. NO I FUCKING DONT WANT TO!!! I DONT FUCKING WANT IT! this is so frustrating and nobody knows. i'm just breaking apart inside. depression x 29384928 tonight. for some reason, i feel like the things that i do arent good enough for some people. thats how lifes always been. theres always somthing wrong that i just cant get right or figure out. i've been betrayed by my best friend...still cant seem to get that outta my head. people are just so fucking fake. Not chad though, he's the most real person i've ever met besides myself. cant wait to see him tomorrow morning. it makes me happy just to see him....soo happy. he makes all the bad stuff good. anyways...im over this shit. nite.
- coma white by marilyn manson...
hmm its 120 on november the 16th 2005.