Dec 22, 2003 17:33
The Holiday Season... Merry Fuckin Christmas, and a Happy Freakin New Year-
Yes can't you all tell that I am just so happy? lol I hate the holidays. I mean there is room for love, but not this year. Alone again. Inside my head.
I wish i could embrace this reality that I have lived in for just so long,
but it seems everything that goes bad goes wrong...
I'll get over it. I just like that fact that I see family and friends. yay!
In School~
He is awesome. Like Lauren said he brings the best out in me. I truly believe that. One of these days he'll come up to me and be like I LOVE YOU!!, but untill that day [that will never happen] I'll dream. Like I always do. He really lifts me up. I can't get him off my goddamn mind. I wonder if he knows. Should I tell him? LEAVE COMMENTS AND TELL ME IF I SHOULD!
well g2g much loveing
-gone