Intresting
Today was ok. I was tired as hell. I had an okay day at school till then end, but I'm not gunna go there. So i come home lay down a bit, cuz I'm not feeling too hot. My brother is yelling at me. I can't stand it. He thinks he's the boss, but w.e. Then my dad comes home and is telling me to do this and that and that and this. And I'm like Whaaaa? lol Then mom comes home and I get more shit from that side of the spectrum. Then my dad calls up my grandma to see how my grandpa is doing, and it seems he had cancer. And this sucks mucholy. I just can't believe this. One thing after another. Merry fuckin christmas. But, the sad part, and scary part is that I knew this was all going to happen. I just...well...felt it. It was weird. But, I hope it'll be ok. It better be ok, cuz I won't be ok. Hell, I'm not ok now. But w.e I'll deal with it. What else am I suppose to do? I wish I could take it away. I wish I could take everyone's pain away. It's just not fair.
My mind keeps going back to the Walsh family. Omg their suffering must be unbelieveable. My heart goes out to them. I was going to go to the wake, but I felt as if I was intuding in their privacy even tho i knew, but not as well as everyone who will be there, so I figured I won't. I just hope they will be ok in time.
So my mind wonders...
Tomorrow-
I think I might be seeing LOTR but I'm not sure yet though. So yeah I hope I can, cuz I haven't been outta the house in a long time
On sunday I'm going bowling with Josh. He's gunna help me with my skill, or the lack of. lol So that'll be fun. So yeah...
I hope you're all doing well, even tho hardly anyone reads this. I put up posts all the time, but it seems no one gives a damn. Only D and Jen seem to lol. O well. Maybe I just won't update anymore. What's the use? Maybe I'll just forget it lol. Well anywho...
Much love to all my whores and bitches-
=*= god =*=
My mind keeps going back to the Walsh family. Omg their suffering must be unbelieveable. My heart goes out to them. I was going to go to the wake, but I felt as if I was intuding in their privacy even tho i knew, but not as well as everyone who will be there, so I figured I won't. I just hope they will be ok in time.
So my mind wonders...
Tomorrow-
I think I might be seeing LOTR but I'm not sure yet though. So yeah I hope I can, cuz I haven't been outta the house in a long time
On sunday I'm going bowling with Josh. He's gunna help me with my skill, or the lack of. lol So that'll be fun. So yeah...
I hope you're all doing well, even tho hardly anyone reads this. I put up posts all the time, but it seems no one gives a damn. Only D and Jen seem to lol. O well. Maybe I just won't update anymore. What's the use? Maybe I'll just forget it lol. Well anywho...
Much love to all my whores and bitches-
=*= god =*=