anotha day, anotha dolla holmes!
So I feel like its been a while since I've added anything. First of all, I gotta talk about this song I'm listening to.
With all these strange routines, things remain the same however much we wish for change, but although we fear it we maintain good spirits. We live in an endless state of transition. But tonight the sky is lit with street lights and 4th floor windows, the moon is a no-show again. This nite belongs to us and I see its hope consume you, and that is something I'll drink to. but the stars are too tired to show their white fire. We need them to fuel this evenings transition.
Some damn good lyrics, one of my most favoritists bands right now and it just happens to be a friend of mine. Its pretty wild, his music is fuckin awesome too.
So on with my night. I took sam and angela to rileys tonight, that was interesting as always. Same typical people, lots of big guys in jerseys of various types. Alot more mexican gangsters this time though than I thought would be there. Still, it wasnt all too bad. They played a few good songs, not many and there were some friends there. Watching sam and angela dance and me silly was entertaining. Of coarse there was an arguement between them two and now the nites ended with them breaking up. Very interesting twist of events. I can see valid arguements on both sides of the spectrum though. Its just something that they'll have to learn to change about themselves or else just have to be separated.
Life is fuckin weird that way... haha... relationships are very interesting to me. I've been thinkin about them alot more lately, with the possibility of myself getting into one. I think I just get ahead of myself sometimes. When feelings start getting involved and emotions then I know I can get carried away but thats because I'm excentric.. its good and bad sometimes. Everything about my life is pretty extreme, my appearance, my life style, my attitudes and views on things, my emotional state...... bleh, so when I start to feel someting for...well, anything.. usually people know it right off the bat. So when I start to care for someone, I cant help but show it and it seems that alot of people have a hard time dealing with that. I honestly think its because they're more reserved with their emotions. Then all of a sudden here I come showing all and being cool with that, they either think I'm weird for being so honest or else they think I'm lieing. Either way it ususally doesnt come out very well... haha.
I like talking to people, I like talking to new people, I like talking to anyone that is nice. There are certain individuals I actually enjoy talking to. Sometimes in my day, there is nothing more fun and satisfying than having converstations with certain people. I think its the connection that I feel with people that really makes me happy. Well, one of the things. I really like seeing an honest smile on someones face and knowing that I'm the one who put it there because of something I did for them. I like seeing honesty in someones face. So many times people are just there, they exist. You can see it in their faces and to me its horrible. I live in a world of sad people..... thats probably why prozac is so popular.
Ugh, dont get me started on the prescription psych med maphia.
I swear, after being in the advertising business for about....hhmmm, 7-8 years now...fuck, I see the world a whole lot of a different place. It makes me want to make childrens shows, at least the majority of them are honest. Then again, it just depends on who's backing it... then again, if its a good message who cares where it comes from really. To me its the message that counts, not the source. You can always learn something good from any situation, no matter how bad... but the worse it is, the harder it is to find.
ok, well....I'm stoned and thinking way too much as usual. I gotta wake up early tomorrow and go to OC for NORMA JEAN... oh fuck yea. I cant wait... thats some good shit. Oh, and of coarse we cant forget about seeing PINBACK as well. Thats gonna be rad to see them both play, the same nite at the same fucking venue! GOOD SHIT!
ok, 10-4 good buddy...... over and out.
With all these strange routines, things remain the same however much we wish for change, but although we fear it we maintain good spirits. We live in an endless state of transition. But tonight the sky is lit with street lights and 4th floor windows, the moon is a no-show again. This nite belongs to us and I see its hope consume you, and that is something I'll drink to. but the stars are too tired to show their white fire. We need them to fuel this evenings transition.
Some damn good lyrics, one of my most favoritists bands right now and it just happens to be a friend of mine. Its pretty wild, his music is fuckin awesome too.
So on with my night. I took sam and angela to rileys tonight, that was interesting as always. Same typical people, lots of big guys in jerseys of various types. Alot more mexican gangsters this time though than I thought would be there. Still, it wasnt all too bad. They played a few good songs, not many and there were some friends there. Watching sam and angela dance and me silly was entertaining. Of coarse there was an arguement between them two and now the nites ended with them breaking up. Very interesting twist of events. I can see valid arguements on both sides of the spectrum though. Its just something that they'll have to learn to change about themselves or else just have to be separated.
Life is fuckin weird that way... haha... relationships are very interesting to me. I've been thinkin about them alot more lately, with the possibility of myself getting into one. I think I just get ahead of myself sometimes. When feelings start getting involved and emotions then I know I can get carried away but thats because I'm excentric.. its good and bad sometimes. Everything about my life is pretty extreme, my appearance, my life style, my attitudes and views on things, my emotional state...... bleh, so when I start to feel someting for...well, anything.. usually people know it right off the bat. So when I start to care for someone, I cant help but show it and it seems that alot of people have a hard time dealing with that. I honestly think its because they're more reserved with their emotions. Then all of a sudden here I come showing all and being cool with that, they either think I'm weird for being so honest or else they think I'm lieing. Either way it ususally doesnt come out very well... haha.
I like talking to people, I like talking to new people, I like talking to anyone that is nice. There are certain individuals I actually enjoy talking to. Sometimes in my day, there is nothing more fun and satisfying than having converstations with certain people. I think its the connection that I feel with people that really makes me happy. Well, one of the things. I really like seeing an honest smile on someones face and knowing that I'm the one who put it there because of something I did for them. I like seeing honesty in someones face. So many times people are just there, they exist. You can see it in their faces and to me its horrible. I live in a world of sad people..... thats probably why prozac is so popular.
Ugh, dont get me started on the prescription psych med maphia.
I swear, after being in the advertising business for about....hhmmm, 7-8 years now...fuck, I see the world a whole lot of a different place. It makes me want to make childrens shows, at least the majority of them are honest. Then again, it just depends on who's backing it... then again, if its a good message who cares where it comes from really. To me its the message that counts, not the source. You can always learn something good from any situation, no matter how bad... but the worse it is, the harder it is to find.
ok, well....I'm stoned and thinking way too much as usual. I gotta wake up early tomorrow and go to OC for NORMA JEAN... oh fuck yea. I cant wait... thats some good shit. Oh, and of coarse we cant forget about seeing PINBACK as well. Thats gonna be rad to see them both play, the same nite at the same fucking venue! GOOD SHIT!
ok, 10-4 good buddy...... over and out.