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I've had a very wierd week. I liked yesterday. I went shopping at the GATEWAY for a graduation dress. And I ended up finding some really cute other things. Ofcourse darling's. And a graduation skirt but it's um $78 dollars I think. It's a have to get though. I'm going back up there tonight after me and Aubers get fills in our nails. I just wish I won the lottery or something cool like that without even putting effort into it. Wouldn't that be cool if you just won something for just existing, One day someone shows up at your door step with a HUGE check. awe that's definetely a dream of mine. Anyways, I hungout with Briana on Saturday night. It was pretty wierd. I realized it's kinda difficult to hangout wif her because we always start talking about colby because she like cares about him and likes him n shit. She told me ALL this stuff and I was like WOAH. I didn't really know how to take it at the beginning. Actually I still don't. It's just there. She told me not to feel threatened or anything. So like it's sorta hard to just be me and have fun because then I'm thinking about him and my head fills so heavy and I just end up shutting up because I feel speechless. When it comes to him I feel speechless. I just sit and ponder. I can't help it. OH and yeah. Last night I called Melissa after I got off work because she wanted me to and she just HAD to bring up that Colby didn't end up going to Colorado yet to foster care. That he's going like next Saturday, but he talked his mom into letting him go say bye to his family at the Cabin. Hmmm so I guess that means I have to see him today and tomorrow. I thought I wouldn't be and ya know what I should of known better. People you want to go away NEVER GO AWAY. lol Why the hell is that. God their I go again. I swear I got some mental difficulties. I just don't use my head sometimes. I'll go pee and ALWAYS never once do I remember to zip up my zipper. I button it and walk out like I'm coo. All done pee'n. I was going to get up this morning, shower, shave my hairy piece of shit legs, but ya know I guess I slept through my alarm. My grandma came in at 7:20 and was like, "Are you going to school?" So I'm not clean but I do have a cute shirt on that I bought yesterday at Hollister. That place is awesome. They got super small clothes that fit me. I never knew about this store. Aubri introduced me to it. I loved it. So, last night kinda sucked at work. The people I worked with had some problems and I'm going to find out what it was but I wasn't about to talk to Gavin when he was being a shit head. I just stayed away from them. I was over-occupied with the register and answering the phones and getting the drinks. I was the only counter girl there for like the first two hours cuz one of the girls didn't know she worked and we couldn't get a hold of her forever. The other one ended up calling later later and said she told Ashley she couldn't work at all this whole week. So I did it all, and then one of the girls came and helped but it was crazy I tell ya. I had to go home later too. But the manager for the night is very sweet and helped us. He's got a girlfriend at our school. His name is Craig and his girlfriends name is like crystal or something. He's a cutie. She's really lucky whoever she is. I bet you he treats her like a queen. Anyways. god. Their's no point in us being here today. It's block day and so all that means is we sit here doing aboslutely shit for like an hour and a half. What is this. It's stupid. Duh. I have really really hairy legs. Funny thing is I don't care, but other people will... so what. Umm I made a bet with Aubri I wouldn't drink for a month. I owe her money if I do. We'll see how long this lasts aight kids. I need to borrow 10 dollars from somebody. I'm short 10 dollars for my graduation dress. Lucy is Monica still gonna pay me back $10 or not? Hmm I just need ten from somewhere. Im hungry fuck. I need to eat but no, I have to be at school and sit here and do nothing at all. How gay is this. Awe yesterday felt like summer. I was so excitd. (I would make paragraphs in my entry so it would be easier to read, but I'm pretty random so I don't.) Um yeah it was hot, and I was wearing me and aubri were wearing our new tank tops from the store and had our music blasting. It was fun. I'm very excited for the summer. I just have to get through this week and I'm a fREE BIRD! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Call me if anyone wants to hangout. Love ya all, goodbye.