Feb 02, 2007 05:26
So I told my mom tonight that in the best of interests, I'll be coming back home. Part of me feels relieved to be able to say that, but the other part of me still feels sad about leaving Orlando. Honestly I just dont think I can make it on my own down here. Why stay and struggle to make a living, then to be bored and depressed because I'll never have any extra money to be able to put aside.. just not worth it.
I was also telling my mom about my plan to go back to school. I told her that, this whole time since me and James had been fighting I keep thinking of MSU. All my life Ive always wanted to attend MSU, used to go there alot as a little kid for different things so I grew up wanting to attend there some day. So what I had in mind is, as long as Im living back home in the nest, might as well go back to school. I want to go to Delta for my pre-req's and transfer to MSU for my clinicals for nursing. Nursing is the one career where you can go anywhere in the U.S., and probably the world for that matter, and have a job waiting for you. Plus, its an interesting field that has limitless possibilities.
I seriously cant wait until this is over with.