What an asshole, my journey to FL failed..
So, here goes nothing.
Where to begin.. Ok so our relationship down here in FL had a rough start. Things didnt really go that smoothly, but then again I didnt expect them to considering neither of us have ever lived with a b/f or g/f before; new experience for both of us. James unfortunately, did expect them to..
The shit went down the drain in mid January. I was all pissed off for a couple days because getting a FL license plate down here has been hell due to a lien against my car. James finally interrogates me about the situation. The next words I heard from his mouth made my stomach drop..
"I think you should move back to Michigan"..
What?! So from there on everything went down. At first I was weighed down with so much pain, couldnt believe hes breaking up with me. Now, Im more than pissed off about the whole situation. Why you ask?? Like I said before, I had a rough start down here; took me 2 months to find work, so when I finally did and just started earning money, James decides to give up on me.. just when things would of started getting better. Plus, things are just starting to work out and settle down for me, now I have to worry again about whats going to happen in the next month of my life. Also, when it comes to serious relationships with James, he doesnt know what the hell he wants; as soon as shit starts happening hes the first one to step out. As far as this whole situation goes hes had it easy.. his brother just broke up with his g/f, (gee, what a coincidence..), so whaddya know, they're moving in together in a 2-bedroom apartment coming up in a month, so there, problem fixed for him. GOD this pisses me off..
Since Ive been down here Ive had nothing but bad luck.
I have to say this has been the hardest decision Ive had to make in my life. Stay in FL and in debt? Trying to make a living here when I really cant? Or go back home to the nest in MI, pay my debt off, go back to school and earn a degree in nursing.. I dont know. As of right now, there are more plus's, more positives, and overall just a better move to go back home. For some reason I just cant let go of the Orlando lifestyle tho, hence why I am so torn right now about making a decision. I think tomorrow tho I will make some phone calls, for employment's sake.
Where to begin.. Ok so our relationship down here in FL had a rough start. Things didnt really go that smoothly, but then again I didnt expect them to considering neither of us have ever lived with a b/f or g/f before; new experience for both of us. James unfortunately, did expect them to..
The shit went down the drain in mid January. I was all pissed off for a couple days because getting a FL license plate down here has been hell due to a lien against my car. James finally interrogates me about the situation. The next words I heard from his mouth made my stomach drop..
"I think you should move back to Michigan"..
What?! So from there on everything went down. At first I was weighed down with so much pain, couldnt believe hes breaking up with me. Now, Im more than pissed off about the whole situation. Why you ask?? Like I said before, I had a rough start down here; took me 2 months to find work, so when I finally did and just started earning money, James decides to give up on me.. just when things would of started getting better. Plus, things are just starting to work out and settle down for me, now I have to worry again about whats going to happen in the next month of my life. Also, when it comes to serious relationships with James, he doesnt know what the hell he wants; as soon as shit starts happening hes the first one to step out. As far as this whole situation goes hes had it easy.. his brother just broke up with his g/f, (gee, what a coincidence..), so whaddya know, they're moving in together in a 2-bedroom apartment coming up in a month, so there, problem fixed for him. GOD this pisses me off..
Since Ive been down here Ive had nothing but bad luck.
I have to say this has been the hardest decision Ive had to make in my life. Stay in FL and in debt? Trying to make a living here when I really cant? Or go back home to the nest in MI, pay my debt off, go back to school and earn a degree in nursing.. I dont know. As of right now, there are more plus's, more positives, and overall just a better move to go back home. For some reason I just cant let go of the Orlando lifestyle tho, hence why I am so torn right now about making a decision. I think tomorrow tho I will make some phone calls, for employment's sake.