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Cutting, smoking, codeine... It'd be nice if I could develop an addiction to something good for me.
The worst thing at the moment, is how easily I've just fallen back down into the pit of depression. I remember how hard it was to get my life working again after my breakdown, how hard it was to stop cutting.
I'm mostly mad at myself... I know better than this.
I still don't keep razor's in the house, I don't own a pair of scissors, and at this moment, I'm glad. The anger I have at the moment would surely lead to something regrettable there.
Just noticed... No mood icon for withdrawal.
The worst thing at the moment, is how easily I've just fallen back down into the pit of depression. I remember how hard it was to get my life working again after my breakdown, how hard it was to stop cutting.
I'm mostly mad at myself... I know better than this.
I still don't keep razor's in the house, I don't own a pair of scissors, and at this moment, I'm glad. The anger I have at the moment would surely lead to something regrettable there.
Just noticed... No mood icon for withdrawal.