Feb 04, 2007 20:24
Still sweating, nose won't stop running, but the phantom aches are better. I ate toast today, a step up, since my stomach accepted it with only a little complaint.
I can't stop thinking about it though. My mouth waters at the throught of neurofen. I need distraction
Boredom is the enemy, which is hard for me, because my job has the habit of boring me out of my brain 80% of the time.
Still, I lost my job, something I thought I'd be doing forever, and I found a new one.
I lost my best friend, and still, I'm here. Not exactly in complete health, but still here.
Work tomorrow is going to be a challenge. I'm honestly scared, worried about how I'll cope.
Roll on, day 4.
I can do this.
Right?