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I hate this EMOness!How was your "hot date" Ray? Fill me in yo. Going to the mall and staying the night was a good break from my house. Me and Raven are cowboys we bought these hats at K.B Toys where Danny works(Skuah,Skeetx10)and we took these funny ass pictures in them. We also chilled with Brandon he is soo cool but his hair is crazzzzy not in a bad way.It was fun...then I got home..yeah. My mom and I got in like the biggest fight EVER. We were arguing and she was like FUCK THIS IM LEAVING and she was like ready to grab her shit and leave and I was like Go ahead go you've always wanted to.She was like what is that supposed to mean? Then I mentioned something from a long time ago and she said whatever I just wanna leave and I was like well then I just wanna die!And I am like not suicidal I think that shit is ghay. Then she was like all apologetic after I said that because I mean I am not rude to her at all I mean how bad can I be to where my own mom cant stand me?I dont think Tanya likes me anymore she told Raven to take her off her friends list and Ray was like her best friend. It's like ever since Zach and Tanya hooked up it feels like Tanya only cares about him and HIS oh wait and HER new friends. I could be wrong but thats how it FEELS. Pshh I dont even have anyone to go see the bled with thats just WONDERFUL. What in the fuck did I do to someone to have all this happen in 1 fucking week I think things would be a bit easier for me seeing as how I have enough to deal with because of my dad died and because of how he died now I am AFRAID of fire and I used to be a pyro. I just wanna snap out of this I cant stand being depressed and I am trying sooo hard because I am usually so happy. Getting over this is so much harder then I ever imagined. Then I feel like some people are only being so nice to me BECAUSE of my dad. To those of you who are doing that NEWS FLASH I know Im depressed but Id rather have you ignore me like usual or be a bitch then give me some cheap ass fake niceness/sympathy. I am normally nice to everyone and really dont take anything so seriously but as of now I am having a ZERO TOLERANCE for people. I noticed if you look really closely at Forever21 bags they say "John 3:16" at the bottom twice. I looked it up in the bible you should too I find it rather odd. Well I have other things to tend to sexxxy's(yes 3 x's because you are HARDCORE sexy)Bleh I am going to Buffalo Exchange and savers tomorrow I talked my mommy into it wooo. If anyone sees a book by PETER WENTZ @ hot topic tell me right away so I can go buy it PLEASE! Ok now Im REALLY gonna go love you all.