for a minute- i lost myself. i lost myself.

Apr 28, 2006 11:12

thoughts. random thoughts.

things i adore:

- air conditioning.
- green tea with honey.
- my gorgeous boyfriend.
- my genius boyfriend.
- my hotter than yours bf.
- being succesful.
- being ambitious.
- being an overachiever.
- my ass when i work out.
- my tits.
- my hair.
- MAC make-up. (which is the ONLY make-up i use)
- my cats.
- my sony vaio with flat screen monitor.
- ryan's lava lamp.
- anything hello kitty.
- my pink ipod mini.
- my teeny little feet.
- my underwear collection.
- nintendo.
- exfoliating.
- victoria's secret smell goods.
- having WAY to many bath goods.

i have been to stagnent lately. i have watched every movie in the house and rented many others. i have played video games and computer games and board games until i can no longer take it. i have interneted until the wee hours of the morning. i have become nocturnal. i was so sore yeasterday from working out. maybe i overdid it? i have been reading every day. i miss all of my stuff ( i left a lot of it in kentucky) i miss my cats. i miss my family. i miss my friends. but i am beginning to be okay here. i think everything will be fine. i can't wait until i have money. i think i am going to start getting tattooed. i want a sleeve i think. i want to get into perfect shape and start some modeling. i figure california is the best place to do it right? i also intend to get into a band as well. and start painting again. i have so many creative projects i want to accomplish. i am looking forward to it. i looking forward to my life.
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