Dear livejournal, my friends suck, they go out of their way to talk shit about how my friends break up and then feel like they have to choose sides and...WHY CANT WE ALL BE FRIENDS.

One of my friends killed himself on tuesday night.

i will miss and love you forever.
R.I.P Joey you will be missed.

THE BRAND NEW CONCERT TONIGHT MADE MY LIFE, I AM COMPLETE. THEY ARE AMAZING IN CONCERT AND I AM SPEECHLESS.

I went to see Saw 2 with him. We held hands... it was innocent and cute and im getting butterflies like this was the first time anything had happened to me. I like him?

Im not even excited for Halloween tomorrow. Im not dressing up, im not doing anything. I have work till nine and all i want to do is makeout. Is that emo? I'm so god damned pessimistic.

so i like this guy. more of a crush. hes cute, really dorky. i dont really want a boyfriend....ever. yes i do. not right now? he would make a good bf. why am i jumping to conclusions? because you havent been held by somone and it actually mean something in a year, a year today. its been a year today. i dont miss him. really. i miss the feeling. ( Read more... )

I feel like im getting sick and i dont like it one bit. I've been listening to Straylight run like it my job.

Turning 17 only makes you realize, you have 2 more shity years of school, heartbreak, and disapointments.

Even though i know i have allot of homework and stuff to do, im happy as of now. I've been having these huge mood swings lately, it sucks. For no reason i bitched out my friends, i hate how i am sometimes. Last night i almost fell asleep listening to Jordan play the quitar, he has such an amazing voice. No school today, i want to do something ( Read more... )

So this is the end to all the change, some would say the beginning. In life everything has to change and when you think about it your usually ok with it. When the time finally comes to say goodbye to somone you've spent every weekend with since you meet then, and every day since the beginning of the summer its hard to say goodbye. Twenty dollers ( Read more... )