Aug 30, 2005 22:31
So this is the end to all the change, some would say the beginning. In life everything has to change and when you think about it your usually ok with it. When the time finally comes to say goodbye to somone you've spent every weekend with since you meet then, and every day since the beginning of the summer its hard to say goodbye. Twenty dollers and one trian ride away, but its more than that. I feel like i've lost a part of me...my other half. Spending endless nights talking about life on top of trucks, going to the empress knowing there are bad bands playing just to have place warm enough and to smoke inside of, crying phone calls and knowing she'll meet me under the highway at 3am, hanging out with all our friends and saying corny jokes only we understand or breaking out into songs noone else knows.Talking about this night like it would never come...and here i am writing about it .Im not going to miss it because it will always be like this, its one of those feelings where you know its not the last time everything will happen just a hold on things till we are used to the new change. We will create new memories in the city and laugh about the old ones. So this is change, and even though its sad right now its only because were not used to it.
i wish the world was flat like the old days
then i could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.