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matt and i shared dirty texts today and then he sent me a picture of himself. doing things.
heather and i went out after work and tom came. brian called and wanted us to come hang out with him and tom wanted us to come to his apartment so he could cook for us. i chose going to meet brian and i didn't want it to be awkward, so i ran after tom to give him a hug and make sure he was okay and he kissed me. and i definitely didn't stop him and we had a mini make-out session in the parking lot.
i went to see brian and told him i was interested in someone else and after a whole big shitty fight he said that issue was over with him, but that it needed to end on my side. i said i knew, we canoodled and sexed, i left.
never in my life have guys actively pursued me and now i have three all after me at once.
i'm a bad person.
i don't know what to do.
:(
heather and i went out after work and tom came. brian called and wanted us to come hang out with him and tom wanted us to come to his apartment so he could cook for us. i chose going to meet brian and i didn't want it to be awkward, so i ran after tom to give him a hug and make sure he was okay and he kissed me. and i definitely didn't stop him and we had a mini make-out session in the parking lot.
i went to see brian and told him i was interested in someone else and after a whole big shitty fight he said that issue was over with him, but that it needed to end on my side. i said i knew, we canoodled and sexed, i left.
never in my life have guys actively pursued me and now i have three all after me at once.
i'm a bad person.
i don't know what to do.
:(