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i feel like i've become one of those girls who suddenly is barely online because she got a boyfriend, and i don't want to be like that. i just don't really have anything interesting to say.
i've been working pretty much every day, and hanging out with brian. yesterday we were supposed to go bowling but i threw up twice at work so when i went to his house, he wouldn't let me go, and made me go home, and sent me a text like two seconds after i left that said 'i hope you feel better, beautiful.' :) he makes me happy and smiley in my chestal section and he's still very unpressureful about the sex, even though i know it's frustrating for him. he's just so freaking amazing and he makes my heart swell andddd i feel very strongly about him. and stuff. :D
tonight we hung out with his friend mike (his wife, kristy, left for five weeks of college in the summer this morning) and went to ruby's after work and then we spontaneously went bowling and it was so much fun. mike is brian's best friend and he's just so funny and coollll and we got along very well. i had one of those moments tonight like brian did last week that everything just fit and it felt so right. it still makes me anxious because it's so new still, but i'm trying not to worry about it too much because then it'll affect things.
tomorrow night we're going out to dinner at red lobster for some more CRAB BALLS (WOOOO CALLA! lol <3) and he invited my mom! how cute is that. then bowling is after cause his mom found out she has to have surgery so i am going to bowl for her for a while.
everything is just going very nicely right now and i feel like finally, because everything was so shitty for a long time. i'm still slightly wary, buttttt i can't help but be happy! :)
anyway, i really miss all of you. happy belated birthday to all the people whose birthdays i missed (and i'm sorry!). and comment to let me know how things are going with you guys! i've been trying to keep up on lj but it's hard cause i'm tired when i get home. but i do miss you all and hope you're doing well ♥
i've been working pretty much every day, and hanging out with brian. yesterday we were supposed to go bowling but i threw up twice at work so when i went to his house, he wouldn't let me go, and made me go home, and sent me a text like two seconds after i left that said 'i hope you feel better, beautiful.' :) he makes me happy and smiley in my chestal section and he's still very unpressureful about the sex, even though i know it's frustrating for him. he's just so freaking amazing and he makes my heart swell andddd i feel very strongly about him. and stuff. :D
tonight we hung out with his friend mike (his wife, kristy, left for five weeks of college in the summer this morning) and went to ruby's after work and then we spontaneously went bowling and it was so much fun. mike is brian's best friend and he's just so funny and coollll and we got along very well. i had one of those moments tonight like brian did last week that everything just fit and it felt so right. it still makes me anxious because it's so new still, but i'm trying not to worry about it too much because then it'll affect things.
tomorrow night we're going out to dinner at red lobster for some more CRAB BALLS (WOOOO CALLA! lol <3) and he invited my mom! how cute is that. then bowling is after cause his mom found out she has to have surgery so i am going to bowl for her for a while.
everything is just going very nicely right now and i feel like finally, because everything was so shitty for a long time. i'm still slightly wary, buttttt i can't help but be happy! :)
anyway, i really miss all of you. happy belated birthday to all the people whose birthdays i missed (and i'm sorry!). and comment to let me know how things are going with you guys! i've been trying to keep up on lj but it's hard cause i'm tired when i get home. but i do miss you all and hope you're doing well ♥