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I can't continue doing this. I feel so exposed and it's scaring me. I fear disappointing ppl. The ppl here. I don't want to be what isn't expected or wanted or liked. I want to be proud of only eatin 550 calories yesterday but I know ppl hate to hear it. I want to write about the same thing twice. Thrice. Millions of times. I want to lose this fear.
When did I lose my honesty?
I'm so angry with myself. I hate what I've become. I hate what I am.
I will never be a good little girl.
I will disappoint you. I will repeat myself. I will talk about calories and complete bullshit.
I really am sorry.
I'm sorry.
When did I lose my honesty?
I'm so angry with myself. I hate what I've become. I hate what I am.
I will never be a good little girl.
I will disappoint you. I will repeat myself. I will talk about calories and complete bullshit.
I really am sorry.
I'm sorry.