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[__eyelined]

I can't continue doing this. I feel so exposed and it's scaring me. I fear disappointing ppl. The ppl here. I don't want to be what isn't expected or wanted or liked. I want to be proud of only eatin 550 calories yesterday but I know ppl hate to hear it. I want to write about the same thing twice. Thrice. Millions of times. I want to lose this fear

Comments

[anonymous]

Well, this is your blog... What else are you supposed to talk about? You write it for yourself. Don't pretend to be something you're not.

[__eyelined]

Who the fuck are you?

[littlegirllover]

Umm, I was just gonna say, yeah, like what anonymous she or he said...it's a journal, not some vehicle by which to please others, that's all...it's not about them, it's about you...so when you write (which, btw, I think you should go right on doing) make sure it's about you and not them; and yeah, sure, lots of what I write, I'm sure, is about, I dunno, reaching out or some crap, etc, but still...