sad & lonely
it must be the hormones. there's no other reason i'd sit and cry just because dominique left...
i mean a little mad maybe, but not bawling my eyes out.
he can be so inconsiderate. "i don't like to leave when i'm hanging out with people" oh, well i could've sworn you were just hanging out with me and you just left. so obviously it's me. sorry if i'm not as pretty as i used to be, if i've put on some weight, if i'm needier than before. but i didn't get myself pregnant okay..
and on the other hand he has spent all day everyday this week with me and probably wants some time with his friends. but i can't help the way i feel. i hate being here alone all day by myself. i just cry for no reason at all. i told him i know i wouldn't do that if he were here with me, but he doesn't care of course.
gah it's so frustrating. and i don't know what to do but to wait until things get better.
erghh i really wish i could shut off my ears because my mom does not make anything any easier with her incessant bitching!
throw me a fucking bone..
i mean a little mad maybe, but not bawling my eyes out.
he can be so inconsiderate. "i don't like to leave when i'm hanging out with people" oh, well i could've sworn you were just hanging out with me and you just left. so obviously it's me. sorry if i'm not as pretty as i used to be, if i've put on some weight, if i'm needier than before. but i didn't get myself pregnant okay..
and on the other hand he has spent all day everyday this week with me and probably wants some time with his friends. but i can't help the way i feel. i hate being here alone all day by myself. i just cry for no reason at all. i told him i know i wouldn't do that if he were here with me, but he doesn't care of course.
gah it's so frustrating. and i don't know what to do but to wait until things get better.
erghh i really wish i could shut off my ears because my mom does not make anything any easier with her incessant bitching!
throw me a fucking bone..