May 13, 2009 13:59
aghh i don't understand you! yesterday you came over and everything was great. correct me if i'm wrong, but i thought we had a lot of fun...
you told me you'd come over when you woke up this morning. and now you're avoiding me at all costs. you make no sense. at this point, if you don't want to be here, don't. but don't tell me to wake up at 8 in the morning to wait for you then never show up. stop playing
games & grow up. be a fucking man for once in your life. if this is how you treat me now when everything is going good, i can only imagine how you'll be in 4 months when things start to get tough. you're such a let down. you always have been... i try to give you the benefit of the doubt because for some reason i've fallen in love with you. but it's likely you'll always be letting me down. i really wish i could just be done...
when you get here i really just want to be like sorry obviously i'm not that important you can go ahead and leave. but i'm fucking putty as soon as i see you. it's bullshit. i just let you take advantage of me and i keep taking you back. i'm so aggravated..