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[___meganrose]

 the dreams have stopped. since xmas i dreamed of you every night for like two weeks. then it finally stopped. i've had like almost a week of not dreaming about you. i slept all day today because i was so sick. i dreamt i woke up here.. and you were at the door. and i made you promise me this wasnt a dream. you swore up and down. and it felt so real. i couldnt believe that this really was happening. and we went those fountains outside the brooklyn museum that we went to one day really high. and we played in the fountain and layed in bed and...

but just like all those other dreams i woke up crying.

so sick of it already.

and now all this shit with work. fuck.