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jokes
all the joy and misery
i really want to get a fucking tattoo
i was thinking of like keeping count of all the people i slept with
like on my hip or something
i think itd be kinda badass and just weird and funny to put
and be able to put a strike up after each one
but i dunno
what if the strikes get up to too many or something hahaha
its already getting up there
i keep seeing fucking couples and getting so jealous
i guess its not jealousy.
just wanting that
but i wont just do it with the guys ive met here
like, i still havent found anyone i can even spend that much time with, like boyfriend wise
sucks but id rather not do that then waste my time
i cannot wait to have a fucking day off
ive been just constantly working
so thurs off, prob gonna do some bowling with zach but im not sure what else yet
then fri morning i have off and then i have to work for like four hours, get to leave early and make it to see tokyo police club and have a fucking blast. ill like chug beers on my way over. so excited to finally have some times off. even though i really could use the money to buy and save up for things. def wanna do a music fest this summer. its just getting time off work. i mean, i always can.. i just dont want to because it makes me nervous, can lose customers easily with some of those fools.
anyway. one more day of work. then bars and breaks and bowling and bowls and.. yes.
all the joy and misery
i really want to get a fucking tattoo
i was thinking of like keeping count of all the people i slept with
like on my hip or something
i think itd be kinda badass and just weird and funny to put
and be able to put a strike up after each one
but i dunno
what if the strikes get up to too many or something hahaha
its already getting up there
i keep seeing fucking couples and getting so jealous
i guess its not jealousy.
just wanting that
but i wont just do it with the guys ive met here
like, i still havent found anyone i can even spend that much time with, like boyfriend wise
sucks but id rather not do that then waste my time
i cannot wait to have a fucking day off
ive been just constantly working
so thurs off, prob gonna do some bowling with zach but im not sure what else yet
then fri morning i have off and then i have to work for like four hours, get to leave early and make it to see tokyo police club and have a fucking blast. ill like chug beers on my way over. so excited to finally have some times off. even though i really could use the money to buy and save up for things. def wanna do a music fest this summer. its just getting time off work. i mean, i always can.. i just dont want to because it makes me nervous, can lose customers easily with some of those fools.
anyway. one more day of work. then bars and breaks and bowling and bowls and.. yes.