58.
Getting over you was one of the hardest things I ever had to do in my life,
and it hurts me so much to think that you actually came back, and maybe we would work out this time.
Not only did you waste my summer, you made me miss you more than anyone has ever missed a person until January. And I hate how I can't see myself with anyone but you.
I was moving on, I moved on. Although I still thought of you, I moved on. And now, you put me right back where I started. I waited for you, and that didn't mean a fucking thing. I gave up so much for you.
And also, tommorow is one year. One year since an event in time, changed my whole outlook on life
.. I really don't like being in the company of people either.
Ugh, I have so much to let out, and I just can't.. none of my friends listen, they say they do, but they don't. And if they listened, they wouldn't understand.I really need to stop relying on LiveJournal to spill out all my problems to..a bad habit I've had since 7th grade, I have more blurty's & livejournals than I can count.I'm surprised I kept this one since August.
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.
YOU WERE THE ONE I LOVED,
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.
.. fucking Michelle Branch.
and it hurts me so much to think that you actually came back, and maybe we would work out this time.
Not only did you waste my summer, you made me miss you more than anyone has ever missed a person until January. And I hate how I can't see myself with anyone but you.
I was moving on, I moved on. Although I still thought of you, I moved on. And now, you put me right back where I started. I waited for you, and that didn't mean a fucking thing. I gave up so much for you.
And also, tommorow is one year. One year since an event in time, changed my whole outlook on life
.. I really don't like being in the company of people either.
Ugh, I have so much to let out, and I just can't.. none of my friends listen, they say they do, but they don't. And if they listened, they wouldn't understand.I really need to stop relying on LiveJournal to spill out all my problems to..a bad habit I've had since 7th grade, I have more blurty's & livejournals than I can count.I'm surprised I kept this one since August.
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.
YOU WERE THE ONE I LOVED,
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.
.. fucking Michelle Branch.