59.
I can't stand people, just in general.
Everyone I know, is so fucking two-faced. Or just extremely fake. I'm not going to lie, I can be both sometimes. But it's not something constant. When I don't like someone, I'm pretty sure they know. I have my moods, usually when I'm in a bad mood I can't stand a certin person, and when I'm in an okay mood, they seem alright. But I'm starting, or have been, not giving a shit about people anymore. It's honestly not worth it, I don't go out of my way to make new friends, or kiss anyone's ass. I don't add anyone on myspace, because honestly if they wanted to talk to me so badly, they could add me. I hate people who make their friends on myspace, I think that's extremely embrassing and it sort've disgusts me.
I really really hate girls, none of the girls I know think, or act like I do. Even my closest friends, I can't even realate to. It's so frustrating how obviously shallow they are, they'd do anything to be like or accepted by people that won't even matter in ten years.I'm also, not letting my temper get to me anymore. Honestly, sometimes I want to bring a baseball bat to school and beat everyone's face in.
This weekend should be fun, I really want to get my snakebites a lot earliar, hopefully I can. Tommorow I'm most likely attending the Freehold Mall, then Saturday, feels like the first local show I'm going to in like a year. And Sunday mourning, my parent's leave for vacation for about a week. A lot of my friends have been like "Oh, have a party." I honestly, think that's extremely immature. And even if I did, I'd have absoulutely no fun, I love my mom too much. I was thinking of having maybe a couple of people over, but I don't even really feel like doing that either. I guess I have a responsible side to me, sometimes.
I seriously feel like I have the most split personaility ever, and it's not a good feeling.
Everyone I know, is so fucking two-faced. Or just extremely fake. I'm not going to lie, I can be both sometimes. But it's not something constant. When I don't like someone, I'm pretty sure they know. I have my moods, usually when I'm in a bad mood I can't stand a certin person, and when I'm in an okay mood, they seem alright. But I'm starting, or have been, not giving a shit about people anymore. It's honestly not worth it, I don't go out of my way to make new friends, or kiss anyone's ass. I don't add anyone on myspace, because honestly if they wanted to talk to me so badly, they could add me. I hate people who make their friends on myspace, I think that's extremely embrassing and it sort've disgusts me.
I really really hate girls, none of the girls I know think, or act like I do. Even my closest friends, I can't even realate to. It's so frustrating how obviously shallow they are, they'd do anything to be like or accepted by people that won't even matter in ten years.I'm also, not letting my temper get to me anymore. Honestly, sometimes I want to bring a baseball bat to school and beat everyone's face in.
This weekend should be fun, I really want to get my snakebites a lot earliar, hopefully I can. Tommorow I'm most likely attending the Freehold Mall, then Saturday, feels like the first local show I'm going to in like a year. And Sunday mourning, my parent's leave for vacation for about a week. A lot of my friends have been like "Oh, have a party." I honestly, think that's extremely immature. And even if I did, I'd have absoulutely no fun, I love my mom too much. I was thinking of having maybe a couple of people over, but I don't even really feel like doing that either. I guess I have a responsible side to me, sometimes.
I seriously feel like I have the most split personaility ever, and it's not a good feeling.