I'm annoyed with myself. I haven't been sleeping well and I can't get anything done. There's a traffic jam in my mind; thoughts are clogging up and driving me crazy, but I can't turn them off. I should be excited for Pride this weekend: I get to see one of my best buddies, I'll be keeping busy, seeing friends, going to a club and watching concerts ( Read more... )

If my windows were open any wider, I'd be living outside. I'm not typically one for sunny, hot weather--unless I'm in a pool--but there's nothing quite like this feeling after a long, difficult winter. Music sounds better, food tastes better, I am actually enjoying things, and I'm oddly motivated for my finals. I'm very season-driven, so I can't ( Read more... )

Freedom is a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

So I've been out of school now for, what, a week? I do not miss Bemidji at all, but I am really starting to long for class again. I always admit to liking class; that's kind of why I'm there, and I enjoy the whole "having something productive to do" thing. If I'm not studying I'd prefer to be working, but that doesn't seem likely at this point. ( Read more... )

I always have mixed feelings about the end of the year. It's probably my distaste for moving; I hate having to load up EVERYTHING, bring it all the way home and unpack, organize and find spots for stuff. But after two days, about twelve boxes, four loads of laundry and a lot of trash bags, I am finished. I am also crazy-comfortable with my room, ( Read more... )

( Summer book list [in part]... )

     So after having so many depressing, pensive entries, I felt that my blog was sort of tainted. I tried starting a new one on WordPress but it only sent me running back to LJ. I like the design interface better, and besides... this is MY blog. I am not running away from it just because I've been through shit lately. It's still me ( Read more... )