Every Shaky Step
Every single shift is so nerve racking. I constantly look at my phone for any messages left by any of my bosses. I'm just so scared to see something that may go wrong. The other day I went through all receites and found maybe two that I did not place into books. Just knowing that gives me the chills; that could have been my strike three.
So now I feel as though any day could be my last. I double check all the money I give for change as well as count up everything so all information will be correct. Sometimes it's difficult since I have trouble hearing and having so many conversations going on at once ain't helping.
I've gone and look and fortunately, ASU is hiring for writing tutors. I need to make time and write out a perfect resume so I can submit that to improve my chances. I feel nervous because for a job on campus, I can't just submit an application, they just want an e-mail with some sort of writing example. I need to figure out what they are looking for.
I thought about the pros and cons about leaving my current summer job. If I leave, I won't need to worry about getting fired and I can focus more on my future career. Although I will be making more per hour, I won't be working as long. I'll also be sad to no longer attending any staff dinners, gag gifts, and swimming. I like being able to swim and working in an easy task. I'm still trying to do more so I won't mess up.
Despite all that's going on, I need to ask my self: Do I want to lose this job?
Answer: No, no I don't.
So now I feel as though any day could be my last. I double check all the money I give for change as well as count up everything so all information will be correct. Sometimes it's difficult since I have trouble hearing and having so many conversations going on at once ain't helping.
I've gone and look and fortunately, ASU is hiring for writing tutors. I need to make time and write out a perfect resume so I can submit that to improve my chances. I feel nervous because for a job on campus, I can't just submit an application, they just want an e-mail with some sort of writing example. I need to figure out what they are looking for.
I thought about the pros and cons about leaving my current summer job. If I leave, I won't need to worry about getting fired and I can focus more on my future career. Although I will be making more per hour, I won't be working as long. I'll also be sad to no longer attending any staff dinners, gag gifts, and swimming. I like being able to swim and working in an easy task. I'm still trying to do more so I won't mess up.
Despite all that's going on, I need to ask my self: Do I want to lose this job?
Answer: No, no I don't.