I forgot how much I love Springfield, and everyone here. There's something entirely relaxing and calming about being here. I think it's because I know I'm about 70 some miles away from my mother....which would put anyone in a good mood. At the same time however, it was extremely hard to leave ; ) and I can't wait to be back ( Read more... )

The flags around here seem to fly half mast almost every day.  For six years, that's all it's been. Half-mast flags, and body bags. It makes me nervous and shake and want to scream. And I count the days until I see Justin again.

Me to my mother about our mother-daughter-relationship- "I don't know if you've noticed this..but we don't get along ( Read more... )

END! I won't do it again. No three rounds this time. I'm sick of drama. I'm sick of all this shit. It's over. He wants us to still hang out. I don't know if I can do that. He can't just kiss me and expect everything to be ok. It doesn't work that way. I gotta get out of here. I'm slowly going insane. Like, even though it's over, i mean even while ( Read more... )

I think it's safe to say that I missed a lot while I was gone. But then again, everyone back here missed a lot too ( Read more... )

Just like that. Hell yea hey dj bring that back
I really wanted to post this in my myspace..but of course that would be convenient, so anything that's to my benefit doesn't work. So here I am. This will have to do.

I missed it. The relationship thing. I'm not gonna lie, I liked having someone who was there you know? Of course, I didn't like ( Read more... )

My myspace won't allow me to update..soooo I'll have to settle for the lj. Haven't really updated in here in a while, might as well ( Read more... )

well that was interesting...i do spend a lot of time there....

you all suck

aww that's not so bad. tho I can think of more than 2 regrets

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haha...

I felt like things were gonna be fine

so why do i feel like crap.

i am soley responsible for the sadness of people.

and i hate that.

but i guess i'm just that big of a bitch.

*sigh*

on another note:

my boys didn't throw up on me today