Remind me...
Why can't I hit people?
I dunno quite what it was about today, but man, I just wanted to HURT somebody. Usually I'll have the impulse at least once or twice a day, but today was particularly bad. You look at me too long? You die. (There was, in particular, one guy who cashed out with me and just STARED at me the whole fucking time, and it was ALL I could do not to just hit him right there.) You chew gum? You die. You don't control your spawn? You die. You want to complain about your hours? You die. You're gonna whine about your brother in the military? You die.
Usually only a few particularly bad examples will make me want to crush kill destroy, but today it was anything and everything. It started last night and has continued through tonight.
Additionally, and not unrelated I'm sure, my jaw is bad again tonight, though it hasn't been particularly bad at all lately.
Today was one looong battle against rage, depression and miserable boredom, cycling round and round and round all day long.
Thursday is currently the day set to deal with my store manager. Should be... fun.
I still do not have my needles. Why can't the endo handle something as simple as phoning in a script? And now I have to wait till Monday, for gods sake. I will also need to call the moving people on Monday. And possibly the lawyer again, if I don't hear from her.
WHY DOESN'T ANYONE DO THE JOB I PAY THEM TO DO?!?
GOD I want to hurt something!
I dunno quite what it was about today, but man, I just wanted to HURT somebody. Usually I'll have the impulse at least once or twice a day, but today was particularly bad. You look at me too long? You die. (There was, in particular, one guy who cashed out with me and just STARED at me the whole fucking time, and it was ALL I could do not to just hit him right there.) You chew gum? You die. You don't control your spawn? You die. You want to complain about your hours? You die. You're gonna whine about your brother in the military? You die.
Usually only a few particularly bad examples will make me want to crush kill destroy, but today it was anything and everything. It started last night and has continued through tonight.
Additionally, and not unrelated I'm sure, my jaw is bad again tonight, though it hasn't been particularly bad at all lately.
Today was one looong battle against rage, depression and miserable boredom, cycling round and round and round all day long.
Thursday is currently the day set to deal with my store manager. Should be... fun.
I still do not have my needles. Why can't the endo handle something as simple as phoning in a script? And now I have to wait till Monday, for gods sake. I will also need to call the moving people on Monday. And possibly the lawyer again, if I don't hear from her.
WHY DOESN'T ANYONE DO THE JOB I PAY THEM TO DO?!?
GOD I want to hurt something!