Everything

Apr 02, 2011 16:25

Everything has been so horrible for me since I got rejected from SLC, honestly. I feel like I have nothing to hope for anymore.

Russ has been a real sweetheart since I found out, he ditched Fencing to go to the school musical (which, I know he didn't want to see) with me. And he was the first one to call after I texted everyone.

But still. I don't see what the point is anymore.

This awful girl I know from school, got into Sarah Lawrence and she's not going.
She never had any intention of going.

I never liked her, she's a gossip, rude, close-minded poser and I think she's terrible.

I'm so upset.

P.S.
I also have to work tonight, and that thought just makes me want to cry.

edit: I actually don't have to work, they gave me the night off and forgot to tell me. But I did end up crying about it before I found out.

disappointed, depression, decisions, fear, depressed, pain, russ, #hopes dreams and other nonsense, #oh yes i do reflect, things that hurt, sarah lawrence college, #having a job, disappointment, #what is my life, panic, #what is wrong with the world today, worry, #college rejection hurts, people, #unimpressed face

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