Apr 02, 2011 16:25
Everything has been so horrible for me since I got rejected from SLC, honestly. I feel like I have nothing to hope for anymore.
Russ has been a real sweetheart since I found out, he ditched Fencing to go to the school musical (which, I know he didn't want to see) with me. And he was the first one to call after I texted everyone.
But still. I don't see what the point is anymore.
This awful girl I know from school, got into Sarah Lawrence and she's not going.
She never had any intention of going.
I never liked her, she's a gossip, rude, close-minded poser and I think she's terrible.
I'm so upset.
P.S.
I also have to work tonight, and that thought just makes me want to cry.
edit: I actually don't have to work, they gave me the night off and forgot to tell me. But I did end up crying about it before I found out.
disappointed,
depression,
decisions,
fear,
depressed,
pain,
russ,
#hopes dreams and other nonsense,
#oh yes i do reflect,
things that hurt,
sarah lawrence college,
#having a job,
disappointment,
#what is my life,
panic,
#what is wrong with the world today,
worry,
#college rejection hurts,
people,
#unimpressed face