more and more apathetic

Im alive

everything is pretty shitty

I think im going to write in this more like i used to. I used to so much before myspace came around. Lets see, I"m still alive just spent 77 days in jail for the pot charge from last year and everything else is shitty. I miss the old days and old friends

hey guys im back and not doing drugs anymore. the month in jail sucked. i still have my old cell phone 321 9406

blah more will be explained soon

i think the old me has come back. I went through an epihany this afternoon that only i can understand. kim split and 8th of this weird ecuadoran strain of mushroom with me and i tripped for hours. During that time i found life meaningless to the point that it didnt feel worth living. like i had spent so much money on drugs lately and never thought ( Read more... )

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Im finnaly starting to get the idea that i have to try to pass MCC haaa. Ive just needed more motivation and less weed smoking in the parking lot with kyle. My job is going alright. I do whatever the hell i want and close the store when ever i want to run various errands. Like today me and josh copied our asses and it was disturbing. Once the ( Read more... )

Everything is peachy except for my grandma pissing me off everytime i walk in the door "I told you not to get one of those damn german cars we all told you!" me- "SHUTUP! SHUTUP!". Yes, my car broke saturday night and its proabally the fuel pump. So im without for a few days ( Read more... )

I thought of now to be the perfect time to update. Ive only made like two this whole summer and i dont know why. I just been too lazy. Right now I sit here pretty high at 2am thinking about how highschool has passed by for me. I kinda miss going. It makes me feel weird i dont have to wake up tomorrow. So i sit here wondering what to do next. I ( Read more... )