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i think the old me has come back. I went through an epihany this afternoon that only i can understand. kim split and 8th of this weird ecuadoran strain of mushroom with me and i tripped for hours. During that time i found life meaningless to the point that it didnt feel worth living. like i had spent so much money on drugs lately and never thought of whats really good for me, like school. Lately, well since the begging of school last year i was trying to make things seem like they did when i was in 9th and 10th grade. The memories were so strong and thats what i lived off of. Then i realized that i have been trying to suck the life out of everything i find entertaining. To the point where it just ends up seeming like nothing and i go back to where i started. I just have to relax and let life take me on its journey.
On a lighter note my car got totaled last thursday. YES, another BMW down the toilet but this time it WASNT my fault. So insurance money will buy me a new one.
On a lighter note my car got totaled last thursday. YES, another BMW down the toilet but this time it WASNT my fault. So insurance money will buy me a new one.