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Dear Sophia*,
I am writing this to you with a heavy heart. I also want to say thank you. Thank you, for showing me exactly who I never want to be, nor who I ever will be. I don't know how you did it, but you had me fooled. Even if it was only for a minute. I'm sure you have yourself fooled, but I wouldn't expect you to know the difference. I liked the fact that you were you, and not someone else morphed into another person. I liked how you said, although your words mean nothing, that you would never take it. You do, and you take it gladly lying down and asking for more. It is a sad truth, when you look in the mirror and don't even recognize yourself anymore. You will be all alone, for this I am sure. It is only a matter of time, it has already started. Pretty soon it will rapidly progress. You will turn your back and those who you pushed aside to hold that one thing superior above all else, will be gone. Then the thing you held so superior will leave you as well. Then what will you do? Maybe then you will see yourself for what everyone else already does. You are weak, deceitful, insincere, and most of all pathetic. I am just so thankful it's not me looking into those empty eyes. I don't understand how you can look at him with a straight face knowing that everyone knows all the things you've done. I don't know how I am not compelled to tell him, but that's not my place. It is yours. You'll never tell him, you "love" him remember!?! You don't deserve to know the meaning, or feelings that are tied to that word. You can continue on this a fraudulent scheme, but it will catch up with you. I only hope it will. Thank you again, for showing me just how shallow and dishonest a human being can be. I have cut you out of my life, and for good this time. I am through with second chances and hoping for change.
Regards,
Cindy
* Names have been changed