Ok, I'm putting the end first because that's more fun, but also because if you only scan posts, you will get the deep info before you get bored with the other stuff.
I'm posting from a meme, to start out slow- I have to get into the habit of posting again.  I miss it terribly!!!!  I miss you all.

15. What's the meaning behind your LJ username/name/ ( Read more... )

Well, I came on LJ today to delete my previous post.  There were things I wrote that hurt him and I wanted to get rid of it.  I want to get rid of his hurt and what I said to cause that hurt.  And sometimes, "I'm sorry" isn't enough.
But I found, while I don't love it anymore, I'm struggling; I don't want to erase it either.  I believe in self ( Read more... )

AAHH!  I had so much fun this weekend!  I'm back in Birmingham, happy in my "apartment the size of their bathroom".  Even exhausted, I feel so alive!! I have spent a little time trying to add you and just barely, checking out people's sites and trying to get to know some of you better, from what I could figure out trying to navigate LJ.   But ( Read more... )