Party..Strippers Club...Um Sleep
Hahaha today I got like paid to just socialize. Yes i did absolutely nothing today at work cept talk to everyone in the world. It was great! Im trying to stay true to Duane. I had a little birdie tell me something that he is really important in my life for a while maybe in the long run so I best not ruin it.
Its getting hard well not really. But I am such an attentoin whore and I was getting a lot of attention from the guys at the Marriott and got invited to either go party with them or go to a strippers club. But I am working at 6:30 am...so gots to get up like at 4:30 am bleh to go to work. So i ditched the invite to the bar and the club and the party.....sucks MAJOR! But I get to work w/ my Benny Buns so tomorrow will be a breaze! :D
SO i hear my Tamekia dear will be in a movie I will catch up with her on that. I am happy good fortune is on her side! My Jesse babe sounded wonderful in Florida and he best BEHAVE! I get to hang with my angel Jaysn luvs we are going to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith Alamo Drafthouse style. *wink* gana be the chicest biatches there!
Life is going my way so far. Money is.....wow its horrible just going through me like ....water (inside deal) my citi card bill is on my ASS! idk if i will be able to afford to have a class this summer or not. Even at ACC.
I dearly miss Duane. Im afraid these dreams in my head of him are to much that when he comes back up here he will dissapoint me again. But I never have this feeling of anyone when i look at them or think about them. I hope this is all worth it. The feelings the waiting the sacrifice of my heart. I got advice that I have to play his game. Of not calling him so much and follow the three S's " Keep it short, sweet and simple" its hard. I want to text him and call him everyday. If you care about them so much dont you want to hear them all the time. She told me in the begenning of the relationship that scares them so keep them wanting more. Its just does he want more of it? *shrugs* this is a long summer. I hate working this part of life it always happens. Meh.....
Its getting hard well not really. But I am such an attentoin whore and I was getting a lot of attention from the guys at the Marriott and got invited to either go party with them or go to a strippers club. But I am working at 6:30 am...so gots to get up like at 4:30 am bleh to go to work. So i ditched the invite to the bar and the club and the party.....sucks MAJOR! But I get to work w/ my Benny Buns so tomorrow will be a breaze! :D
SO i hear my Tamekia dear will be in a movie I will catch up with her on that. I am happy good fortune is on her side! My Jesse babe sounded wonderful in Florida and he best BEHAVE! I get to hang with my angel Jaysn luvs we are going to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith Alamo Drafthouse style. *wink* gana be the chicest biatches there!
Life is going my way so far. Money is.....wow its horrible just going through me like ....water (inside deal) my citi card bill is on my ASS! idk if i will be able to afford to have a class this summer or not. Even at ACC.
I dearly miss Duane. Im afraid these dreams in my head of him are to much that when he comes back up here he will dissapoint me again. But I never have this feeling of anyone when i look at them or think about them. I hope this is all worth it. The feelings the waiting the sacrifice of my heart. I got advice that I have to play his game. Of not calling him so much and follow the three S's " Keep it short, sweet and simple" its hard. I want to text him and call him everyday. If you care about them so much dont you want to hear them all the time. She told me in the begenning of the relationship that scares them so keep them wanting more. Its just does he want more of it? *shrugs* this is a long summer. I hate working this part of life it always happens. Meh.....