I only want to coup myself up in my room after work, but on some days I really force myself to just sit outside. I'm glad my grandparents like to keep out of our way that they just do their own thing, and if we talk, we talk, if we don't, they carry on. I made dinner, brought my laptop out, and did things, yeah things. Eventually we all got to ( Read more... )

wedding so fun ( Read more... )

As of last night, we became unofficially official.  I told him I was his girlfriend.  He said that there's no other way he could imagine us right now.  :)

I gave him the password to my online planner so he could figure out a time to come and when I logged back in, one of the days said "Eric loves you."  :D

xstal 0o (2:57:28 AM): there's no reason why ( Read more... )

Friday:  I cried in class because I don't understand anything.  I stayed in lab not understanding for a few more hours.  But then at night we went to Spring Sing and that was really good.  I was saying how I'm doing so much more now than before, in terms of...going out.  I'm glad ( Read more... )

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It's Sunday, so I'll write. 
I don't know what to do and I feel really lost but I'm okay. 
Where's home and heaven now?  Where do I go?  What's the point? 
I laugh because I feel so stupid.  Why couldn't I tell?  Or why wouldn't I believe it?  Why'd I make plans?  Why did I actually think I was the one?  Why'd I use 'ever' words?  Mainly, why did I ( Read more... )